2 posts from April 2009

I just found out that I still lack one major operation case to complete the five that PRC requires. I'm worried because I really don't know where I'll get it. But Dee mentioned that the Dean seems to finding a way to help those like me.

Aside from that, worries are plaguing me. Worries that I think would not have come if I am on a routine that keeps me busy, that assures me that I have a road to take and a destination to arrive at. Sigh. I confided to Dee last night that I feel utterly useless.

Partly, I know it's my fault. I could do something. But right now, the old fears are resurfacing as if they were not conquered in the past. I hope I'll have the courage to fight them off again. More so, I hope I won't let them come back again.

"I can do all things through Christ who gives me strength..." I guess that what it takes, even if it faith the size of a mustard.

All shall be well. With Him.

He's calling me Cinderella.

And he's asking me something.

"Ganito na lang ba tayo, Cinderella?"

And it's vague.

I have an idea what he means by that...

But, really???

And I am not Cinderella.

Except when I say goodbye every time the clock strikes midnight.

Thus... Cinderella.

Of all the offline messages I could get from him...

Why that question?

What does it mean?

What do I say?

Clueless me...
eM